Tuesday, October 14, 2008

homesick..

GOD, PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEAAAAAAAAASE HELP ME! These people are crazy maniacs. We're here alone, trying to survive, and you know what some guy name Christopher tried to do with me when we were in the lagoon? Ok, first I need to explain the whole thing.

We (me, the Cristopher guy, Pedro, Alice, and some other people) went to the lagoon to take a shower (I'm getting used to people around me being naked, even though I still don't feel comfortable about it). I was there with Alice, you know, cleaning my self up, when this Cristopher guy just comes closes to me and say: "Hey sweet thing. Wanna do something later?" And he had this REALLY nasty and perverted look on his face and was looking at me up and down. WHAT THE HECK? You see, that's why I do not like to go naked to lagoons with random people. I was feeling so cheap and unprotected. I got out of the lagoon at that same instant, grabbing my clothes and went back to our shelter. Pedro came to check on me 5 minutes after the incident. He is just so nice and sweet. I cried on his shoulders and he told me that everything would be ok, and I believed him. Somehow, the way he said it really seemed like everything would be okay.

That day with Pedro, made me remember things of when i was a little kid. When I was a kid, everytime that I had a problem I would go over to my dad and he would tell me that everything would be fine. Or even me and my friends had a problem and they would cheer me up. Oh god, how i miss my friends and my family. I'm starting to be homesick.

PLEASE, SOMEBODY RESCUE ME
love,
Carolina.

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