the final days :)

It's been a week since we've been rescued, and I still can't believe that I'm in civilization again. But before I start saying what happened since we've been rescued, I think I should say how it all happened.

Me, Alice, Janelle, Pedro and the rest of Erick's group, decided that we SHOULD DO something about the whole situation with Kellan, so all of us (except for Erick, of course) decided to go talk to Kellan and his group. They were in the end of the island, and it wasn't really easy to get to where they were, but we finally made it. Kellan was being treated like their king, and he was the only one who wasn't doing anything while everybody else was hunting or working on the food, or just doing things that would please him. Disgusting. When he saw us, he got up and came to give us all a big hug and say how happy he was that we decided to go join his little group. Janelle was the only one to say something. She told him that it wasn't like that, and that we were there because we wanted everybody to be a family again, like it used to be, and tht the whole fight totally destroyed us. Kellan did not want to hear that. He got all mad andd defensive, and told us how stupid we were and basically got Christopher to kick us off of their little shelter. All the effort to locate them was all in vain at the end. We got back to our little group, and decided that we HAD to do something, to get rescued. Pedro, Erick and the two other guys that were in the group decided to go get us some fruit and find wood, while me, Janelle, a girl named Joanna, and Alice would try to make a fire. After that, I think that we had a little help from destiny, because everything happned at the right time. When we finally got the fire going, we saw a helicopter and it actually saw us. He landed on the island and asked us some questions, and at the end he told us not to worry because we would get rescued right away. Me and the girls were the first ones to get rescued, and then later they sent another helicopter to pick up the guys. I don't know what they did about Kellan's group, but they probably got rescued too.

It's been a busy schedule to all of us. We've being going to press conferences, and I've heard rumors that some famous Hollywood director wants to do a movie based on our story. Pedro and I are together now, and me and the girls are still pretty close. I mean, you don't forget people who helped you in times like that, that easy.

I honestly think that we were REALLY lucky, that nothing terrible happned and our tragic little story had a happy end.

Much love,
Carolina.

conflicts much?

Nobody has come to our rescue yet.. I don't know what to do.

The other day me, Alice and this girl named Janelle went to go look for food. Janelle is my new friend here on the island, along with Alice and Pedro. She is really nice and sweet, but a little naive, but she was really cool with me about the whole "Christopher" situation. Pedro, of course, was waiting for us to come back safely and he was keeping an eye on Christopher, in case he decided to chase us or something. The day went out normal, and when we got back, Pedro gave a really nice bear hug, which made me blush. Janelle and Alice were making of me because of that, and wanted to kill them, but if I did who else would I talk to you? Besides Pedro, I mean.

Something major happened yesterday, though. This guy named Kellan and this other guy named Erick had a HUGE fight. Nobody did anything about it, because they were afraid that they might get hurt and stuff. Yes, that's how bad the fight was. I just watched in horror, while Kellan almost killed Erick, and then Pedro came close to me and we went for a walk on the beach. I don't know what happened with Janelle and Alice or anybody else, while we were on the beach. When we got back, all I could see was a little bit of blood on the floor, and about five people. When I asked Janelle where was everybody else, she said that the group totally divided into two. One group was being with Kellan, and they were already on the other side of the island, and the other group, which was us, were satying here, close to the beach, with Erick, who Alice was taking care of. I've always thougt that Kellan was a little bit too stuborn, but I've never expected for him to do something like that to poor Erick, or to all of us in general, because what he did affected the whole little "civilization" that we had.

I don't know it will be now. I've heard that Christopher is with Kellan, which is a good thing, but Clarisse, the girl who I used to go tanning with, is with Kellan too. I don't know, she is a good girl and I kinda miss her.

PLEASE, SOMEBODY COME RESCUE US! EVERYTHING IS FFALLING APART NOW!
talk to you soon.. hopefully.
Carolina

homesick..

GOD, PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEAAAAAAAAASE HELP ME! These people are crazy maniacs. We're here alone, trying to survive, and you know what some guy name Christopher tried to do with me when we were in the lagoon? Ok, first I need to explain the whole thing.

We (me, the Cristopher guy, Pedro, Alice, and some other people) went to the lagoon to take a shower (I'm getting used to people around me being naked, even though I still don't feel comfortable about it). I was there with Alice, you know, cleaning my self up, when this Cristopher guy just comes closes to me and say: "Hey sweet thing. Wanna do something later?" And he had this REALLY nasty and perverted look on his face and was looking at me up and down. WHAT THE HECK? You see, that's why I do not like to go naked to lagoons with random people. I was feeling so cheap and unprotected. I got out of the lagoon at that same instant, grabbing my clothes and went back to our shelter. Pedro came to check on me 5 minutes after the incident. He is just so nice and sweet. I cried on his shoulders and he told me that everything would be ok, and I believed him. Somehow, the way he said it really seemed like everything would be okay.

That day with Pedro, made me remember things of when i was a little kid. When I was a kid, everytime that I had a problem I would go over to my dad and he would tell me that everything would be fine. Or even me and my friends had a problem and they would cheer me up. Oh god, how i miss my friends and my family. I'm starting to be homesick.

PLEASE, SOMEBODY RESCUE ME
love,
Carolina.

Forth day: civilization?!

GOOD NEWS! I found a group of people. They were survivors too, and just like me, they are totally and completely lost. I think some of them are starting to go crazy, and this is just our what? Third day in the island?! They told me that most people died in the crash. Out of 600 people that were in the airplane, only 30 actually survived. Yes, the plane crash was that bad!

The first day with them was kind of embarrassing. When we had to take a "shower" we all went to the lagoon together (in case we get lost or something). so I basically had to be naked in front of a bunch of guys and girls. I don't know how THEY feel about that, but I do not feel comfortable seeing a bunch of people naked and knowing that they are seeing ME naked. Not cool.

There are real danger in the island too. We saw a leopard, but it did not see us, thank God. I don't feel like being eaten by a leopard, thank you very much. They guys made some weapons, and right now they are trying to find the leopard and kill him, so we can have real food to eat. The girls are helping the guys when they get hurt, and cooking and doing all the "girl-stuff". I'm not doing anything, actually. Me and some other girl are just going to the beach everyday and getting a really nice tan (once again, naked. I still do not like having a naked girl next to me getting a tan, but I'm getting used to it). But I do help, most of the time. I help find the food and I explore the island with one other guy. His name is Pedro, and he is becoming a really good friend of mine, and possibly a crush, which is not good because in times like that, I do NOT have time to have a crush on anybody.

I think that's all that I'm going to write in here, today.
Tomorrow we're gonna see if we can build something to talk to people and make them rescue us.

Much love,
Carolina
(I'm still waiting for rescue..)

First day: struggle to survive..

I still can't believe that I survived a plane crash. I'm hurt, of course, and I have no idea of where I am, but luckily enough, I still have my Ipod and my camera with me. I think that more people probably survived, so I will try to look for survivors later. The island is really pretty, even though I have no idea of where it is. The plane was going to Brazil, so I think that I'm in some island in South America.
I've never looked for a job in my life, and never had to actually do anything, but now I cannot be a slacker anymore. If I want to survive, I need to do this whole survival thing right. I explored the island earlier and found a lake , which means that the water problem is solved (I'm not that much sure about the whole shaving situation, but...). I also found some bananas and apples, so the food question is also solved. Now, I need to find a way of creating a shelter for me. When I was a kid, my mom and I used to pretend that we were camping in the living room, so we would throw a really big blanket over some chairs and we would have a shelter. I've only found some really big leaves, and I do not not think that that will be enough, so later on I'll see if I can find somewhere else to crash. I think I should stop writing in here and go look for shelter. Oh well..

I'll write again soon,
Much Love,
Carolina (and if you read this and want to rescue me, PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEEEEASE, I'm begging you. Come save me. My roxy sweatshirt is already all ripped off!)

Introduction..

I could start this saying things like, 'Hello, my name is..', but I won't start a school blog saying things like that. That is sooo like a second-grader writing on her first diary, journal,... or whatever you want to call it. Besides, you can see my name by my 'display name'. But since i need to describe myself, I'll start saying that I'm blonde, tall, model-type, big blue eyes,... HAHAHAHA Just Kidding. But you can see how easy is to lie on the internet. I could totally say things like that and if you didn't (or don't) know me, you would believe it. But let's speak the truth, shall we? I'm a brazilian girl who speaks portuguese (no hablo espanol, nor brazilian), and I love to have a good time. I actually use the internet a lot, because I need to talk to my friends in Brazil and my Boyfriend, who I love more than anything in the world. I'm REALLY random, it's an off day when somebody don't tell me how weird I am. Also: waffles.. HAHAHHAHA I'm don't know what I'll do with my future. There are SO many options, like Fashion Designer, Lawyer, Journalist, Reporter,... and a bunch of other things that I want to do. I have a bunch of friends that I love with all my heart, and another bunch who are, like, my best friends/sisters/brothers, but most of them are actually in Brazil. I need to stop saying like all the time. I do that a LOT HAHAHA I don't like to describe myself. I actually don't know how to. I don't even know myself that way, and once again.. this is the internet. I could be lying for all that you know. Unless you know a little bit of me, than you know that I'm not lying. The end =)

"I'll later use the blog to write about readings discussed in the class"